The Blog of kaypea

Be known.  Be remembered. Be a lover. Be loud. Be crazy. Be quiet. Be a hero. Be couragous. Be brave. Be strong. Be smart. Be someone who people can depend on. Be beautfiul. Be talented. Be important. Be anyone. Be someone. but mostly be yourself.

why does sucking at something make you stop doing it. what is it that makes us only want to do something when we're the best. why do we always have to be the best.  isn't it the joy of doing something what's import? not whether we're good at it or not??

you know what is such an ugly word to me. bordom. I hate that word. it's so ugly! it's hideous. disgusting.  lately that's what i am... bored. but its only as boring as you make it.  only a boring person gets bored cause an interesting person always makes it...well interesting.  so if im bored... it's not cause there's nothing to do it's cause im deciding to do nothing because im BORING. so i hate when people say there bored.. actually i almost feel sorry for them cause that just means they're a boring person.  you have to make something happen. you are in charge of how bored you are.. you are in controll of your life. you say there's nothing to do... if you really wanted to do something so bad you can run out in the middle of the street screaming. you can dance. you can write. you can sing. you can learn another language... see the reason people are so bored lately is not because there's nothing to do it's because people are just lazy.  we just sit and wait for something to happen. and if you have a whole country sitting and waiting well duh. noting's gonna ever happen. we're just one pathetic lazy country... lame.  what's wrong with people these day... im including my self in this cause well im just as lame. i never do anything... people aren't just lazy though. people are also scared of being bad at something. see the idea of sucking at something makes us not do it. we're scared and lazy.... how sad. how boring...