The Blog of kaypea

i had an idea.... but ya i dnt noe if i have the guts to pull it off.  see well my mom's been smoking since she was 13 years old and now she has respitory lung disease. she found out like a year ago and they told her if she doesn't quit smoking she's gonna die young... sooo she said she'd quit. she almost did but then she just started again like nothing.   its been like a few months and she's still smoking... and i dnt really do anything about it... so but if she dies young i feel like it's my fault cause i didn't do anything to stop her.  i mean if i really wanted to i could.. one thing i was thinking is to start smoking myself. and ill tell her that i wont quit unless she does. i mean its really stupid.. but it would work. i mean it's not that hard to get cigarettes... at all. i could show her how stupid it is. but i don't think i'll do it cause well of course im lame like that and don't have the guts to pull anything off. but you never know i could..